leaving

he got home at midnight. he opened his present, hugged and kissed everyone, and we all went to bed. he is goin to Montgomery today, for work.


i dislike CSX with the burning intensity of 1 million suns and every fire in the frikin world.

home

dad will be home about 12:00 pm.

Christmas Cheer

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! guess who got 152 $$ richer, and has aquired a new iPod shuffle? MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! lots of chocolate, lots of sweets. also lots of tears.

Merry Christmas daddy.

he got called.

won't be home till 8:00pm tommorrow at the earliest.

i cried. the end.

Christmas Eve

so its christmas eve. dad is home. i should be happy right? well, he is first out to be called, which means he will probably have to go to work in about...... oh, twenty or thrity miutes. and not a yard job, which only lasts twelve hours. he will probably go to Montgomery, or Nashville. he was eligable to get called at 3:20 this morning, and im surprised we wasn't called then. but he will be called soon.

i don't care. he misses a lot of things.

SPEND THE NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHH *takes a deep breath* HHHHHH!!!!!!!!

we get to spend the night with our cousins who aren't really cousins! they are great friends of the fam, and we are spending much needed and long overdue time with them!!!!

I LOVE YOU PETIE AND BOBBY AND BRITT AND CODY!!!!!

kisses and dreams

the night i got my first kiss i couldn't help but feel the light pressure of his lips on mine for those brief seconds. that kiss lived in my dreams for weeks.

the night i got my firt long kiss, all i could feel for a while was our lips moving against each other gently. that kiss lived in my dreams for weeks. now it plagues my dreams with feelings of used-to-be's and never-again's.

and recently, i can't get that kiss out of my head.